Wednesday, October 29, 2008

It's Complicated

Married life is just that... It's complicated. I don't know what to do about it. there's a lack in communication whenever we talk. When i share my sensitive side she fall's asleep. when i comment on her own sensitivites, I don't listen.

Maybe it's not for me...

Maybe it's time to re-examine...

It was not the perfect package i expected but i thought i could accept it.

...and even if i did, what if the other person won't or can't deal with it. Would it be my fault?

There used to be something more but it's gone now... I'm not sure if i miss it, its all different in a way that's hard to explain.

No Fear, No Worry, No Hope. It just feels empty cold. I like the cold... it feels better than nothing.

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